People become sad because of their external environment. If you can open up your heart and embrace these external factors positively, it will make a difference.

一幕幕的感触 Touching moments, inspiring and motivating

很抱歉，整个video就只有他。当听歌就好了。

今天起身不久，翻开了我小学启智华小的毕业特刊。一页页翻阅时，心里感触良多。

眨眼间，从小学毕业至如今已走过越七年的岁月，而我从一个不懂事的小孩也长大了，接触这繁华世界中的各种错综复杂，更拥有一套与很多人不同的想法。

论梦想，我的梦想更是与众不同。“当个有钱人”并不是梦想排行榜的首位。但无论如何，总认为年轻人，就应该有梦想吧！管它是易如反掌的，或是遥不可及的，我们都该敢敢去梦去想。梦想会成为我们走下去的动力，坚持的理由。

所以今天摊开毕业特刊《同心团圆》，看到启智师长们的临别赠言，想在此跟大家分享一下。

读的时候，我的心，被触动了。

走过生命的每一个曾经，
也许一段话，一幅画，
就有其心中的感动，
生活就是一种智慧。
因为有付出，才会有体会，
只要付出一点爱，
人生这条路，
步步走来都是温馨与美好。


人生有上有落，有起有跌，
月满必损，否极则泰来，
故得意事来，须处之以谈，
失意事来，须处之以忍。

将来的岁月里，也许有更大的难关要过，

但千万不可轻言放弃，
必定要沉着应付。

当你失去一切的时候，

你仍然拥有未来。

Thank-you

Thanks to those who wished me happy birthday today.

A special event is the birthday song from the kids in the daycare and tuition centre there... Thanks to the kids in Pusat Tuisyen Cekap Bervisi.. It's quite touching... Honestly, I didn't expect them to remember my birthday.

Thanks for all your wishes. I will strive my best, always and forever. Jia you every one!

跳出去 ● SECRET

最近跟家人去Brem mall看了一部电影，《跳出去》。

发觉以好久好久没跟家人一起看戏了哦。
嗯。。。我想这是与他们这好几年来一起看的第一部电影吧。。。

戏没什么与众不同的地方，可就觉得蛮好看的。
一部有关梦想的戏，看时还蛮激励人心的 （但那还得看是对谁，感情丰富的人或许还会看出泪来呢。）

我特别记得戏中的一句话：
（记忆没那么好，所以不是完全跟戏中的对白一样）

“梦想并不容易实现， 要放弃梦想很容易，但只要坚持和相信，没什么事情是做不到的。” 

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*先听一首周杰伦的歌吧！



昨天看了另一部戏。八度空间播的一部电影。

《不能说的秘密》

也许很多人都看过了，但我是第一次看的。其实我很少去戏院看戏的啦，所以很多戏都得等到电视播放才有机会看咯。

嗯，该怎么开始呢？我蛮喜欢那部戏的，其实是容易爱上很多东西吧！哈哈。。。

戏里头有很多不可思议的东西，跨越时空的爱情，弹钢琴穿越时空等等。

看完后我在那琢磨，想象如果有一天也遇上那穿越时空的爱情，那会是怎样的呢？会是一场轰轰烈烈的爱情吗？

我的爱情观似乎有点不切实际，哈哈。。。
常常会把故事中的爱情想成现实可能发生的事。（不是把自己想成男主角的那种幻想！）
相信缘分。尤其是听歌时，特别容易感触。
有时会有这样的想法，若上天安排爱情到来，那谁也阻止不了。
有时却在疑问，很多事不是该自己去争取的吗？

哇，第一次在部落里写了那么多自己的心情感想。

我看这些东西都是乡太多的后果吧！还是别想太多好了，但缘分这回事，我会坚信的！

大家加油咯！

Always hear people say 'Happiness spreads'. But perhaps, sadness spreads even faster...

A friend 'sensed' my sadness online. Cant believe it's true.

It is a mistake I have been committing every now and then. It seems like I haven't learnt from past mistakes. Perhaps, sub-consciously, I don't reckon it as a mistake. So I haven't change. And I have yet to know I will change, or not.

I think the so-called mistake is a bit exaggerated by certain quarters. But what to do, I have to follow. I do think it's no very big deal.

It does happen to us occasionally, just don't make it a frequent happening. (just ignore this line, you probably can't get it)

I was labelled 'xxxxxx'. Called 'xxxxxx'.

And it does make my heart ache.

Anyway, I will consider again. Ponder on my so-called mistake. Perhaps, change a bit.

Still in a bewildering mode.

And that's why I blog. Coz blogging is a very good outlet to express your feelings.

Bad mood go away!

I guess it will heal very fast.

PS: Pls don't think you are the one mentioned in this blog post. Coz the people involved doesn't even know my blog. Ganbatte!!

Graduating from KB for the 2nd time

This is the second time I graduated from SMK Kepong Baru.

During graduation day, I cried.

Mr Ong said before, "The constants in life change."  And our Form 6 representative during graduation day, Jonathan, quoted him. He's right. Things change. And I hope it's for the better. What Jon said touched me, I guess. But I do hope the friendship that has lasted so long remains.

I hope in future, we still talk, joke, play and get together as one like we used to do in these 2 years.

I made my last MUET presentation about Love of God and friendship. I remember saying this in the presentation: Mr Tiong (our MUET teacher) said there's no absolute truth on earth. But he is partly right. There's no absolute truth except in the saying "A friend in need is a friend indeed".


No doubt, I think friendship made in Form 6 is very great. We experienced things together. We helped each other during the climb uphill in Bukit Larut, and overcame our scare together. We believed in hopes together in times of despair and eventually we saw lights in the dark. We did overcome obstacles after obstacles together.


I ain't sure why but I do have many feelings for Form 6. I did feel reluctant having to part with a big group of friends, not only friends of 6A1, but also others including juniors, teachers and every one I know in KB.

During the day before graduation, the 6A1 students didn't have the mood to study. We chatted about weddings and wrote our email address and contact number on the board. We promised to keep in touch with each other. Please remember the promise, my friends.

We said we will give RM 500 as angpau for the first who gets married. Hopefully I won't break this promise, because being able to give an angpau of RM500 means you are rich! Or perhaps, I am the one receiving angpaus of RM500.

More importantly, we said we will invite our classmates for our wedding. Do remember this promise too!

We may not meet each other every day, like we used to. But this doesn't mean the friendship is fading away. It's not seeing friends that matters in keeping friendship alive, it's remembering friends in our heart that counts.


Sign up for facebook and join the group "SMK KEPONG BARU 2009 Graduating Class, 6A1"! 


Keep In Touch!

A whole new chapter

STPM is finally over. And I have been going online these few days. Right on the day STPM becomes a past, I signed up for Facebook. Guess what, within two days or so, I already have more than 160 friends. hahaha... fast and efficient ma...

The day we finished our exam, we went for karaoke session at Low Yat. Wow, I think it's the first time I could really hear my voice in the midst of voices. Previously, my singing was usually covered by the 'more dominant' high-pitched voice. I think some of you know who I mean. lol. Well, I guess we made the right choice singing in another room.

I came across a very nice song during the karaoke session. In fact I think I have listened to it without knowing the title. It's "Truly, Madly, Deeply". A very sentimental, romantic song which can even be played in wedding dinner. I think Sin Yee loves this song very much. She purposely 'jumped' the song to the first in the song list so that she could sing it before going back. Can't believe she loves to sing that song so much. Thought she's only in love with Ethan. haha....



Before exam's over, I watched a Taiwanese drama (仙剑奇侠传). During the last episode, I somehow had got mixed feelings. I was thinking that every story has an ending. And life is actually a combination of different stories at different stages. Now that STPM is done, life in Form 6 becomes a history in my life.

A whole new chapter of life has now unfolded.

And I will strive my best, be a better person and accomplish my dreams in this new chapter!

Old dramas can be broadcast again upon popular demand. But stories in life doesn't probably happen again. It's highly unlikely that the class of 6A1 can be together studying Form 6 again in SMKB.However, all the moments in life can be savoured over and over again. It just depends on you.

It's the stories in SMKB that has ended, but absolutely not our friendship. 

PS: Please see the next post. It's a continuation.